thanksgiving dinner actually went pretty well. considering its my family. i'm ignoring the fact that i was on the verge of tears the entire time. have you ever felt completely abandoned, like an orphan? going to thanksgiving dinner where your everyone in your entire family is present except your parents will do that to you. i don't recommend trying it.

i have to say though, that my aunts, uncles, cousins and grandparents are wonderful wonderful people and i am thankful for them times a million.


i hate the holidays.


i really wish you would have been there. but i wish that every year.

seriously, why couldn't i have been born 10 years earlier?

some days, i really hate walking through the front door.

Put your music player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs.
Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first song is the title.

( this turned out to be really beat poet-ish. )

and again:

"everyone seems a little intimated."-interviewer
"we're very intimidating."-davey
"yeah, very scary people."-interviewer
"we're very tall."-davey
"are you?"-interviewer
"i'm not. no. i'm like 5'10". adam's got height, though...and those piercing blue eyes."-davey
"what can i say? i'm also really tall and tan."-adam




oh jesus. he really does have some piercing blue eyes.

stop being so damn cute. all right? and don't ever wear those tight jeans again. you're not actually supposed to look like some i would go for. for that matter, get rid of the studded belt. and please, don't tell me you want to read fight club. and stop filling out the crossword and arguing with me about chess games. jesus, i'm trying to get over you.

ahhh.



see who you can spot:

"What's the furthest place from here?
It hasn't been my day for a couple years.
What's a couple more?"

thanks jawbreaker. it was just one of those days today. you know?

this is pretty amazing, it'll atleast make you laugh:

good day. thanks. we're soooo cool.




MADCAP LYRICS
"These Old Feelings"

These old feelings make you think.
These old feelings make you drink.
These old feelings keep the time ticking away.

There's always something in my head
telling me I should be dead.
Then I realize thatthis time's ticking away..

Come on now sing.
You've got a friend in me.

Turn to me now, we'll make it somehow.
For times are tough and I won't let you down.

These old feelings make you think.
These old feelings make you drink.
These old feelings keep the time ticking away.

I feel strong to what I say.
Never sell you the wrong way.
These old feelings, They will never go away.

Come on now sing.
You've got a friend in me.

Turn to me now, we'll make it somehow.
For times are tough and I won't let you down.

this was pretty amazing.

i was feeling pretty sentimental today. so that means rancid pictures! go!

anyone else remember me want this tattoo on my back?